I only want what's best for her, what should I do now? Please help!?

Ok I also answered your poem question. Let this girl go, if she didn't want you after that AMAZING poem than obviously she's not interested. Sorry. : ) Find someone else. There are plenty of girls who would love such a sweet guy like you. : ) Haha like me for example. My boyfriend is too "manly" like he just thinks he needs to prove his "manliness"... Yeah I'd rather him be more like you. : )